VALENTINE, snow stormy

[snow stormy valentine]

*SNOW STORMY VALENTINE,

“Its getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast”

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*these violent delights have violent ends,
» FULL NAME: snow stormy valentine
» NICKNAMES: snow white
» AGE/BIRTHDAY: 18/august 12
» GENDER: female
» ORIENTATION: straight
» CANON OR ORIGINAL: original
» SPECIES: human
» PACK/COVEN:

*and in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
» HAIR: Snow has black curly hair that goes down to the middle of her back.
» EYES: They are a rich caramel brown color.
» HEIGHT/WEIGHT: Snow stands at five foot four and weighs in at one hundred and seven pounds
» STYLE: When it comes to clothing snow is most comfortable in a pair of skinny jeans a cute top and some converse or heels. She loves boots of mostly any kind as long as they are close toed because she hates her feet. She can get a little dressy some times with a cute dress or a skirt when the weather is right. She is almost always wearing a jacket of some sort because she gets really cold really fast.
» BODY TYPE: Snow could be described as being very petite.
» DISTINGUISHING FEATURES: 'forever and always' tattooed on her inner left arm. Stay on her left wrist, Strong on her right wrist. A band of music notes around her right wrist.
» FACE CLAIM: demi lovato

*which, as they kiss, consume,
» LIKES:
Music
Cooking
Food
Turtles
Coloring
Sleeping in late
Night time
» DISLIKES:
Hospitals
Doctors
Tests
School
Rules
Strict people
» STRENGTHS:
Really talented when it comes to music
Can cook a mean cake
Can go more then a day without sleep and feel fine
Good at sewing
Can read an entire book in a day
» WEAKNESSES:
Horrible at Math
Horrible at homework in general
Extreme soft spot for animals
Short attention span
Easily distracted
» SECRETS:
Has a police record
has been in a psych ward for the past 2 years
Smokes
» GOALS:
Live a normal happy life
find a family or make a family
become a musician
» OVERALL PERSONALITY: Snow has a very short temper when it comes to...well everything. Chances are if you piss her off she will be in your face in a heartbeat. They say music soothes the beast and in this case that proves to be very true. You will almost always find this girl with a guitar in hand or a pair of headphones jammed in her ears breaking off her contact from the outside world. She doesn't like being stuck in the middle of big groups of people when it can be prevented and gets slightly claustrophobic at times.

A big part of Snow's personality is her depression. She has no clue where it came from she just knew that one day she was really depressed and after that it seemed like all she could see or notice was only the bad stuff in life and it brought her down hard and fast. She never tried to focus on the good stuff and as she got older it got worse. She kept it a secret from her dad and tried to calm it with causing her self pain. It was either self inflicted wounds or bruising. She wound up in a mental hospital in Seattle when she was 15 after trying to jump off a bridge. Things got progressively better for her in the 2 years that she was in there and now shes on medication to keep her emotions in check.

When you get past the temper and depression Snow can be a pretty cool person once she opens up to you. She knows tons of useless information and can cook up a mean storm if you want food of any kind. She loves music and performing in front of crowds is the one thing that makes her feel happy and normal. She likes to perform at bars and clubs and some day hopes to make it in the big time. There is the semi rare occasion where Snow might actually smile. Though this is rare it has happened before. If you get to know her and she actually likes you not only will she open up to you but you might also get a laugh and or a smile out of her. Though there is two things that will always make her smile. Home cooked food and music. Those would be the best ways to get to her heart if any guys were ever interested.

*the sweetest homey is loathsome in his own deliciousness,
» PARENTS: Nathan Valentine
» SIBLINGS:
» PETS: black cat named riff-raff
» SIGNIFICANT OTHER:
» OTHER IMPORTANT PEOPLE:
Kyle McDonald, 31, care taker.
» HISTORY: Snow was born in Napa California on August 12. She never knew her mom because shortly after she was born she was tossed off at a fire department. She grew up in foster care and spent most of her time taking care of her brothers and sisters that she got stuck living with. She wasn't always the oldest but she was the most responsible of all the kids. For some reason she never really hated the fact she didn't have a family because she considered her foster siblings like her big family. She was very protective of them and stood up for them all the time which quite often got her in trouble. The worst time was when she was driving with one of her older brothers and they got pulled over for speeding, they had been smoking weed earlier and there was still some in the car. It was her brothers weed but she took the blame for it. It was her first offense so she got off with community service but after that she started getting in more trouble then she had been before. She was always in the wrong place at the wrong time but since she had that one mark on her record every time she was in the wrong place at the wrong time she got busted with everyone else.

Despite all that she finally got taken by a single couple who had just lost their son in the military and wanted to give a teenager a second chance. They said they were looking for a boy but when they saw Snow she just clicked for them. She started getting depressed and never really knew why. She had a feeling it might be because she missed her foster siblings but she wasn't sure, she never really looked to far into it. She tried to brush it off and focus on other things like her music and her school work. She didn't want to tell her parents because the last thing she wanted was for them to laugh at her or call her crazy. Besides she was almost an adult so she figured she could fix it her self right? She tried everything from yoga to drinking and drugs. The drugs actually helped her mood quite a bit but other things started to happen after that. She was angry all the time and hung out with the wrong kids. She didn't want to be a druggie so she switched to causing her self external pain hoping it would take away the internal pain she was feeling. It started with a small cut just above her wrist. It made her skin tingle and she liked watching as the blood bubbled up and trickled down her arm.

She continued doing this but they got deeper and more frequent. She did a really good job at hiding them most of the time but her dad saw them and talked about wanting to send her away to get help. Now she thought that she was crazy and she knew they thought she was crazy. She ran away and went to one of the high bridges. She knew a jump like that would kill someone and she knew she didn't want to put up with the aching depression she couldn't get rid of. She stood on the edge and looked down at the turning black waters bellow. it was the middle of the night so she hoped she didn't have to worry about any one stopping her. She didn't realize the bridge had one of those sensors built in to alert the authorities of someone trying to jump like the Golden Gate Bridge had. She panicked when she heard the sirens and saw all the police cars and a fire truck and an ambulance. Everyone was trying to talk her out of it but she really didn't care much about them. What she did care about was the fact that one of her foster brothers had become a police officer. He was the one that was inching closer to her hoping he could snag her off the ledge. When he was close enough she threw her arms around him and hugged him tight and cried into his shoulder. The handcuffed her to a stretcher and he rode with her to the hospital.

She was admitted after being cleared by medical and spent two long years in a psych hospital after that. It took a while for her to open up, the first year was a lot of silence, out bursts and hostility towards everyone which pushed her release date back further and further. They were also having a hard time finding a mood stabilizer that worked for her. They eventually found one and it really started helping. After her 16th birthday she started opening up in group therapy and in her one on one therapy. She was 17 when she got out and went to move back in with her adopted parents but soon found out they got divorced while she was away. She had a choice on who she wanted to live with and she picked Nathan. He didn't want to keep her in the city because he wanted a place that would be less stress and he knew she wouldn't get in as much trouble so he moved her a few hours away from the city and to a little town called Forks. When they arrived she saw a guy she didn't know standing in front of the door with bags and smiling. She was confused but figured maybe it was some guy that was just staying with them, he looked way to old to be in the foster care system. After everyone got settled in they sat her down and told her that Nathan was going to be traveling for work a lot and he didn't think Snow would be able to be on her own yet so he hired someone to take care of her. He was supposed to make sure she took her medicine and make sure she didn't get her self in to any type of trouble. It made her mad but she knew that it was for her own good. It worked for the first month but after that she started getting tired of him fallowing her around and watching her every mood like she was going to walk in front of a car at the next given second. Despite her mood stabilizers shes starting to get more irritated and she can feel the thoughts of depression crawling back into her head. Shes trying really hard to focus on good things like her music and catching up on her school work because she knows she doesn't want to wind up back at the Psych hospital. She feels like this is just the beginning of a new roller coaster for her and she is terrified.

*and in the taste confounds the appetite,
» NAME/ALIAS: snow
» AGE: 18
» ROLEPLAY EXPERIENCE: a year
» HOW YOU FOUND US: caution 2.0
» CODE PHRASE: admin edit
» RP SAMPLE:

Star smirked a bit as she watched his fingers go over the bass. He was fast and his fingers were fast. She looked up as he stood and watched as the bead of sweat trailed down his body and hit his pants. That was when she realized that he had a nice body. She really just wanted to stand up and lick his muscles. She wondered if that would be weird or not and when she figured it would she decided on a slightly more tame approach. She stood up in front of him still very close and brought a finger up to trace a line around his abs, up his chest and she bit her lip slightly. He was gorgeous. Her fingers felt like they were on fire against his cold skin. Her finger stopped at the top of his leather pants and she let a mischievous smirk slide across her blood red lips. She wanted to lick him and bite him and pounce on him right on the stage. "You have a really nice body." She blushed a bit when she said that.

She looked back at her band and then realized maybe she could ask him to play bass for her if they got called up. "Hey Mr Sexy bassist. My band seems to be lacking a bassist tonight. But we are on stand by encase a band cancels...when your done with your band would you be interested in playing for us? The songs are really easy." She felt really stupid for asking this but she was semi desperate. Plus if he was good enough maybe he could replace her bassist permanently and she would be able to look at him and touch him and talk to him all she wanted. He was so cute. She brushed her hair back and stared into his eyes. They were the prettiest color she had almost seen, almost a crimson blood red. She figured maybe they were contacts or something. If not then they were hell of awesome.

"I'm Star...And you?" She gave him a smirk that was a mix between innocent and evil vixen, she was leaning towards evil vixen. Or at least she hoped she was. "I'll be right back." She had finished her bottle and wanted another one. She got 2 bottles of the only good kind of beer that the bar had and walked back over to where he was. She set one next to his other bottle, it still had the lid on it so he didn't have to drink it if he didn't even want it. She realized the cap was still on and it wasn't a twist off so she purposely drug her hand slowly down her leg so she could pull the long black blade from the leather sheath in her boot. A quick swipe across the top of the bottle popped the bottle top off and it landed in the crowd somewhere and she hoped it hit someone. "Want me to open yours?" She asked tapping the knife lightly to her cheek with a smile.

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